It's August again.
I can feel that familiar weight settling in my chest as responsibilities start to pile up. This month always marks the beginning of a hectic season for me.
I thought maybe, just maybe, I could finally take a little time to lean back and relax after the course, but, that only happens in my dream, haha. 😆
It was the first time I’d met him in person since he had returned from his fellowship and soon after joined Mercy as part of the medical team from Malaysia to assist in Gaza. So yes, no wonder I hadn’t met him until now.
As he explained the project, I felt drawn to it. I saw it as a chance to learn, grow, and be part of something meaningful.
How could I say no?
I believe that every struggle you face will lead to something beautiful.
I thought maybe, just maybe, I could finally take a little time to lean back and relax after the course, but, that only happens in my dream, haha. 😆
A new opportunity
Recently, one of the specialists from the limb lengthening and reconstruction surgery (LLRS) unit approached me with a new research project and asked if I’d be willing to help.It was the first time I’d met him in person since he had returned from his fellowship and soon after joined Mercy as part of the medical team from Malaysia to assist in Gaza. So yes, no wonder I hadn’t met him until now.
As he explained the project, I felt drawn to it. I saw it as a chance to learn, grow, and be part of something meaningful.
How could I say no?
So, without hesitation, I agreed to help out.
Life's responsibilities
I knew my schedule was already packed, but I couldn’t let this opportunity slip away. Now, here I am with two research projects, a book project, with unit responsibility, and my postgraduate studies.Honestly, some days feel overwhelming. I’m human, after all, and managing all these responsibilities can be really tiring and exhausting.
And yet there’s something I can’t ignore that keeps pushing me forward. Even on the hardest days, when it feels like I have nothing left to give, I remind myself why I’m doing this.
I believe with all my heart that what I’m working toward is bigger than me. Every bit of effort, every sleepless night spent sifting through data or writing research drafts, it’s for the patients.
It’s for the people who will one day benefit from the knowledge we discover, the ones whose lives might be made just a little better because of this work.
And yet there’s something I can’t ignore that keeps pushing me forward. Even on the hardest days, when it feels like I have nothing left to give, I remind myself why I’m doing this.
I believe with all my heart that what I’m working toward is bigger than me. Every bit of effort, every sleepless night spent sifting through data or writing research drafts, it’s for the patients.
It’s for the people who will one day benefit from the knowledge we discover, the ones whose lives might be made just a little better because of this work.
Knowing that every small step I take matters to someone else gives me the strength to keep moving forward, no matter how tough it gets.
How much of myself can I give before there’s nothing left?
Passion can only fuel me for so long before burnout begins to creep in. In the past few years, I learned a lot. I learned that it’s okay to ask for help when I need it.
There are days when the workload feels overwhelming, and I just need to take a moment to breathe. I can’t afford to let myself burn out because the work I’m doing matters, not just for me, but for the people we’re trying to help.
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And a message for you
I hope that anyone out there who’s feeling overwhelmed, but still holds onto pure intentions, finds the support they need. Life can be really challenging, and there are times when you feel the weight of the world is resting heavily on your shoulders.I believe that every struggle you face will lead to something beautiful.
I pray that your journey becomes a little easier and hope you find comfort in knowing that every step you take, no matter how small, truly matters.
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